"He who binds to himself a joy does the winged life destroy; But he who kisses the joy as it flies lives in eternity's sun rise.”
- William Blake
The first time I heard this quote was around the time of my first breakup of my adult life.
I had been dating the sweetest person I'd ever known, but we were on different paths and I knew deep down we wouldn't work out long-term.
One morning, after trying to think of what to say to this person to help them understand, I woke up with a melody fluttering around in my head, which wouldn't go away. It was just two repeating notes. There was something mesmerizing about it. The notes continued to play in my head all day long, like a broken record. Later that evening, I sat down with my guitar and I wrote the entire song in one pass - it was the quickest I'd ever written a song. The two repeating notes I kept hearing would become the chorus lyric, “So long, sparrow”
It’s a song of comfort in the winters in between seasons of warmth, reminding us that beneath our sorrow, there's an abiding calm where growth is happening.
And that sometimes, rather than clinging to things, the best thing we can do is kiss that which brought us joy...
...And let it fly away...
SPARROW
LYRICS:
Verse 1
A winter flower never dies
Colors fade and petals hide
But take a look
There’s something there
Grasping every breath of air
Lonely minds and naked eyes
Darkest days and brightest nights
I’m begging you
Come out to play
Love can find us any day…
Chorus:
So long, sparrow
For all those nights I’ve trapped you in a cage
Snowfall, tomorrow
To give you back the love you gave to me...
I’ll let you fly away.
Verse 2:
A sparrow’s love can never stay
You get too close, she flies right by the other way
But have some faith
Love can find us any day
So afraid of letting go
Little child, now don’t you know
How beautiful
You’re meant to be
Keep her in your memory
Set her free…
Chorus:
So long, sparrow
For all those nights I’ve trapped you in a cage
Snowfall, tomorrow
To give you back the love you gave to me..
I’ll let you fly away
Chorus:
So long, sparrow
For all those nights I've trapped you in a cage
Snowfall, tomorrow
I'm going to give you back the love you gave to me
by letting you fly...
So long, my sparrow
For all those nights I've trapped you in a cage
Snowfall, tomorrow
To give you back the love you gave to me...
I let you fly away.
Credits:
Copyright 2011, Jeff Jacobs Music, ASCAP Music Publishing
Recorded & mixed by Rozhan Razman
Vocals, acoustic guitar: Jeff Jacobs
Bass: Rozhan Razman
Electric Guitar: Joe Young
Keyboards: Rie Tsuji
Shaker & percussion: RJ Rabin
Cello: Jon Preddice